Inside my happiness, there is a woman who is ready for life.

Inside my happiness, there is nothing but happiness for me.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Special 18th for you


Dear Fatty Chuah,

Happy b'day to you..Happy b'day to you..happy b'day to wei mun..happy b'day to you! Chuah,sorry for tge urgent case but i would like to told you that you are always our precious and whatever hardship we still will stand beside you.


Angelababy Chuah Wei Mun, Happy 18th birthday =)


Miss Lim are getting syok about her trip in London.Bless her and hope she will enjoy her trip too.Ease up,I know she always the "strong women".

Holiday plans??? KL again...=) extremely miss my pets nini and definitely my adorable mom. Hurray!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Rush


Moody again today...It's ok, i need outgoing for jogging now...perhaps my mood will be heal after i step in home.
Go go go!
Mention : Exam was horrible = =

Friday, May 20, 2011

Spongebob and patrick


Am I a child? I have no idea about the answer but maybe I still not willing leave out my childhood and will lasting for so long XD

I damn love Spongebob and Patrick since I was a child!

Opps, it was midnight and gonna stop at here. Maybe continue on Saturday because tomorrow need to attend the opening of the sport day in Ipoh.

Goodnight la ♥

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

消化


你懂,我有很多疑问残留在心里
你说,经验可以帮助我
你问,我会给于自己足够的自信吗
“加油,晚安” 是你给我的最后的鼓励

我,知道问题并不大
但就是喜欢复杂化
甚至,害怕你的灰心
不喜欢,听见你说 “随便”
也许,我不了解你关心的方程式
不算不喜欢,只是不习惯
依赖久了,真的会累
告诉自己,给与大家私人的空间享受
我可以吗
我会慢慢地消化
更想慢慢配合你,得到你的认同
总有一天,你会告诉我
我成长了

你相信吗
我真的想通了
不需要加以解释
知道自己的成长就好了
也许进步不大,但总比零好

 时间会是最好的证明
谅解
我,会的...

我会好好过的
因为我懂你就在附近。

Monday, May 16, 2011

♥ song for today



Lady Antebellum...my favourite band too.Many song I love was sang by them especially " I need you ". I know you guys fancy of it right? Such a love song night to me although he was never appear in my vision. Come on, cheer up baby...I sure can live without him!

"Just a kiss" by lady antebellum and it was amazing for me because the lyrics was really directly stroke into my fragile heart. Anyway, enjoy this song first...maybe you will the one drunk onto this song. Almost same style with I need you but I love the same of the sadness plot in the lyrics. Obviously, I still healing my wound in heart. Can he listen what in my mind now?



Chorus
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

Ok, just stop here because need to hang out for dinner with family now. Maybe will continue posting about this but....majorly depend on the crafty weather la ( change non stop) XP
Mention * thunderstorm raining right now *

低落


很好奇今天我怎么会用写起华文对吧?没什么,就只是想做个改变。朋友也埋怨看一大堆金字塔密码...哈哈。最近天气常常有着变化,有时大雨滂沱;有时则晒到皮都焦啊!没任何抱怨,也许自己的心情也不比天气转得慢。其实快乐和伤心只是一瞬间但为何我就永远不是乐观的那一党?总是很容易送事情影响。

你看,考试了,我在干吗?还是上网,只不过比以前少了那几分钟。伟人是凭着自己的毅力建立自己的成功,那对不起,我真的不是毅力派的伟人。你问我是否尝试过努力,我没有否认我的努力但在你我的眼中就是不足够。算了,还是在努力点好了,我不想当个湿材咧!我的尽头会是成功吗?李嘉雯,祝你成功吧!

人,总是犯贱的。有的时候就想不要;失去后有在后悔。这样的想法真的把生活给累了。我没有在强调什么只是经历的都是这个问题。不管对自己还是对别人都一样,要懂得“收放”。大佬,钓鱼咩?挺有难度的钓鱼技巧。

心情还是处于低落状态,算了,面对食物总好过伤心。来分早餐先吧。教师节快乐啦 =)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Merry as a grig


A grig always the joyous and carefree character in my mind. It can hops further away from the dangerous ground and even try the best move to the happiness line. Fairy tale, I could fail to get it through this reality but maybe I should colourful my life such like a grig. Hopefully, you can turn on my dream..I know it always you xxx.

Today my mood just act like a roller coaster up and down repeatedly... totally non-stop! Fortunately at the last I grabbed what I expect before. Perhaps it was too late to apologize when the day I wuss out on your ground but honestly I can't pass through it...I can't forget you. "Are we FRIEND?" this question was crossing in my mind...and you answer me with the answer that I expect. Is this a chance to bound up again? Nevermind, I just wanna be his friend and try to help him when he face the trouble.


Do you know, I have no doubt when the time started between us. I miss the night time when we sms ; I miss the greeting between us ; I miss the time when I am sick and you try to console me...I even hate the time when we quarrel and said goodnight after sms...everything about this is still living in my mind. Thank you for accompany me when I pretty upset and sorry for the capricious of me.Can I read your mind and understand what you think again? I promise I may try.

Happy never end today.
I found my merrymaker ♥

Monday, May 9, 2011

With meekness


Some sang high praise for me that I had changed recently. They describe me that I look more girlish and even with a submissive face when facing the trouble around me. Is it praiseworthy? Ok, maybe I should have a new change to wear off my "bad image" before. Do I really feel better if I get the approval? Nearly the same but actually I just unhappy when I tag as a tomboy...I am a GIRL so gentle and without any rude attitude again. Sit back and wait patiently for my Big change...I know you will always stand beside me right? =) Embolden for dressing now...hehe


Two weeks ago, my mom went to China for the official business. So, you know she will always bring me some unique stuff when everytime she backed from her business trip. This time was the "Chewing Gum" turned! Fuyoo, can you check the picture that I shown above? Yes, it was the brand "EXTRA" and sold in Malaysia too. However China choice was more than us obviously. And they major focus on the fruit tastes.



Funny right? Herbal taste and lemon peer flavor is also available in China. You can imagine how creative of the China business man. My mom told me that she was shocked when she check out those chewing gum in the Guangzhou grocery. Lastly, she decided to buy it for me and now I have own 10 bottles (a bottle contain 40 pieces = =) of chewing gum in my home now! My dad said I can try to open a chewing gum business in Bidor..haha =) So, anyone volenteer to try the new flavor?

Time to end my post today because need to rush for bathing then continue fighting for the book. Cheer up for myself and bless me the next day paper- Chinese...Hey but I really wanna go out for a jog today leh..should I?

Happy mother's day

Truly a surprise when I found that she was still a caring women. Yes, she had never forget.Sorry for blaming and grumbled her mistake. I had make a deal to you that I won't repeat my fault again...I love you, my lovely grandma and mom ♥

Dear, Grandma and mom ♥

To some love is just a word
To me it's a feeling
A feeling I get every time I look into your eyes
A feeling I get when I realize your my mom
A mom who loves, shares, A mom who inspires
Unconditionally
What's that?
That's love
A mothers love, but only you would know
And me
You returned that love time and time again
Possibly to much, nevertheless you did
Thank-you
Thank-you for being there when I needed you most
For being my rock when I should have been yours
Thank-you for believing in me, even when I doubted myself
For being the one person I could trust
No matter what, no matter where
But most of all thank-you for being you-my mom
A mom I am so proud to claim
I love you
Now and forever
 

Happy Grandma's Day ♥
Happy Mother's Day ♥

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Wait-ing


Mother's day celebration? Where is her? I was confused...but I still waiting..waiting for the miracle. Mom, can you tell me where r you now? Do you lost or I am did any wrongly?

Although I could understand how busy you are recently. I am never blame you, my super-business mom...




The first.....time.....

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Greyson Chance kid


Can you figure out the cookies with me in the picture that I shown above? Absolutely, I failed to insist on myself when headed back from the extra class from school this afternoon...don't you realize that the enchantment of this Japanese cookies so..hehe....but I keep the deal it was just a temporary "maintenance" and later I will continuously fight for the fitness!


Exam is just around my corner so indeed to be more hardworking now. Ok, no any "crafty" extent for the hardworking but just never wanna pissed at myself again. Umm...as the netbook it just merely for me be more convenient to check the vocabulary. Definitely, I should plan myself a timetable for studying right? Such a crap...

Lastly...I would like to introduce you guys a nice song "waiting outside the lines" by a kid name Greyson Chance. I totally drunk on his amazing voice and it pretty cool in his music video when he was expert in piano. My cousin said he was like a shadow of Justin Bieber =) Don't you agree after watching it?


Sunday, May 1, 2011

BBQ Saturparty


"Don't stop, make it pop DJ, blow my speakers up Tonight, I'mma fight 'Til we see the sunlight Tick tock on the clock But the party don't stop, no" Tiktok by Kesha
Oh yeah, had a jolly time with our PRS (peer counselors) yesterday. It sound good to held a BBQ party although I was still in sickness..What is the goal for the party night? I have no idea maybe just for the gathering ah..you could understand nowadays the students are quiet modern (transcribe by dad). Ok, team working were started now. Girls were be the assistant in the kitchen and served for the food of the party meanwhile boys always the "force labour" and their job was lighten up the charcoals..=) They grumble that it have a vacancy of this job so anyone volunteer? Oh..the pathetic boys...Apparently, everyone was in the short pants and slippers...

Karaoke with Wei Mun

3 Queens

With Hui Sim


Food food food!  It was being served for the party...=)
The menu of food.
-Hotdogs
-Fish balls
-Preserved chicken wings
-Preserved slice pork (my favourite)
-Fried noodles from Felix's mom
-Jelly from girls
-Mixed fruits juice
Never in deny, I list up the pork to my favourite! It really delicious when you add on the honey and butter..so 95/100 marks to the sweet smelting pork...Yes, ah Lau and Tea King were the expert in grilling pork.

Dare to eat?

Almost finish the bbq slot.

The weirdness lucky draw
The unique lucky draw I had never seen before.How unique it was? Yes, it definitely a little overwhelming because of the weirdness present. So could you assume what the presents in the table? OMG, the brilliant kids are really nasty. You can try to zoom in the picture check out the "surprise".



Ok, I am the luckiest one in the lucky draw although this teenage magazine was already EXPIRE! Frankly, I almost fainted when they gave me a big clap.

The victims in this unique lucky draw...pray for the pathetic victims...

Make up show



Bidor Kate Middleton? =)

Underage drinking Jing Yee.

Boys and girls





Happy ending with champagne!


It was when the clock struck almost twelve that the call went out and need rushed home by that time. So Mr.Caesar Loo was acted as an enthusiastic driver to fetch us home although he was just got himself the driving license last week XD...Anyway, billion of thanks to him.
It was really a unforgettable party with full of thai language...Sawadeeka ♥ 


Yaya, it was almost mother's day right? So how was your planning treat to your mom? Any suggestion of the present? I should make my lovely mom a surprise ♥