Inside my happiness, there is a woman who is ready for life.

Inside my happiness, there is nothing but happiness for me.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Fitness gimmick


How filial piety to my dad this morning.Yes,I volunteered be accompany my dad shopping out at our hometown market.Apparently,it's sound good to me and I feel excitement when it was crowded.

Finally comb up my "supple" hair.
To play devils advocate,I still weirdness so..just because Bidor half marathon? I pissed at myself when I am failed to register it. Everyone faced me and continuously asking me the same question.Realm of truth,it was tedious but I wondered to take part on it and my goal was the 10km challenge.I might not previous my memory so just turn off my tragically wrong =(


Do you understand how suffer that I was recently?! Never in deny,I cruelly on diet! Such a trauma for me when I am follow the schedule which according by mom and even on web.

I hate....
- A cup of malt beverage and perhaps an apple for morning.
- Forbidden to prefer much oily food when recess time.
- A proper light meal lunch bring from dad after school.
- Fruits or claim of salad merely for teatime.
- Mushy oatmeal with a half tea spoon of sugar and a glass of juice in nighttime.

I enjoy food which what I expect of but nowadays I just can wave my teary hand to them.Honestly,I am still waiting someone be the demonstrate to me how could subconsciously finish it without any grumble.Ok, I lean over and started declare a war with this "fitness"...so goodbye my "itch"!

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Weepy clown


A clown...a sadness clown. Is it means that he was a pathetic teen? No, traumatic teen is more suitable for him right now.My life just same with the expression that shown in his tearly face zone.What is the goal in life? I lost...when I faced a intersection. A couple question was continuously cross in my vacuity mind. Friends? Family? School? I have no idea how to take up this topic but WEEP will always the heal for me.

Have a chill started when I found that nobody will mind what you have done or think. Dementia, such a good "illness" for me. Can I forget all the bad and forbidden myself to CARE what I am care.I hate...i dislike the word abandon. I am exhausted, I need to take a pause and even a consolation now. Wuss out to dangerous ground although it was definitely a little whelming. Ok, I am a tough! Say no to RABID!

Growing Pain...Do I feisty on you?

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Obesession to Ipad 2


I ♥ Yogyakarta.Good-looking? That is what my keepsake from Indonesia,inexpensive but just 100000 Rupiah for 4...so deal with the hawker.I like the cotton of it,quite comfort during the brightly hot day.Do you interest to get one in Indonesia? Grasp properly your opportunity ah =)


Oh my god!How amazing about this ultimate Ipad 2 for me.Totally drunk to it when the first glance in America magazine.When can it eternity belongs to me and indulge me to enjoy the function of this precious Ipad 2? Ok, chaotic end,I have no idea how to get it by myself.However,my mom maybe act as the savior for me.There is no free lunch for everyone so should make some deal to my strictly mom first.The way I "bride"my mom is- Must show her the perfect result during the mid year exam.A tender embrace is offered to my progressive mom..hehe..Simultaneously,I won't let myself mess it up!